Memories

Memories... Everyone got their own sweet and sour memory! And today.... I heard a call in radio station sharing bout the happiness and sadness of listener with the DJ and one of the caller was sharing bout her bf broke up with her and get together with her best friend.

And this remind me bout my memories in my previous relationship.... It was few years ago incident, but the sad memory will always tattoo in my heart. While I was driving for my class, this is what I heard from the radio, the caller was saying that she'll be hate both of them and she complained bout there's no real friends or BFF in this world." And I understand how she feel at the moment, it's just the same as how I feel that time when my best friend get together with the girl I chased for more than 2 years... and the problem is that my this best friend, he knew that I like this girl and I'm chasing her. This is why I get pissed off when I knew they are together.

I used to ignore both of them for some times.... and every night, I did cried before I get to sleep and It's kinda funny when thinking back what I've done that moment. Hating them is much much more suffering than forgive them.... so after thinking for some times, I've decided to forgive and wish them... that's what I think a mature guy should do ^^

And since then I don't chase girl anymore till now.... I just don't know how to take action to chase girl anymore cause I've done lots for this girl and nothing I get in return... although I know love is not want to get any return but I just get tired and lazy to chase girl with action already. Hope someday and somehow I'll took action against ladies around me la ^^

Lastly, just want to say that don't act like a child in relationship... please think maturely!

After A Long Busy Months

After left my blog in dead mode for so long, finally I got some free time to update a little bit bout what I've been busy with for the past few months.

For the 1st month I left my blog without updating, I was busying for a photoshooting outing organized bout bunch of freelance photographers in Malacca. It was a fun and great experience for this shooting event. It was about cars & babes, that was my 1st try in doing vehicles and ladies photo shooting.... it was fun and enjoyable, now.... let me share with you all some of my shoot!


The 1st design I've done.
Introducing Fanny with Toyota MRS!


The 2nd design I've done, Shynan with Nissan Fairlady 350Z.

This is what I'm doing for the 1st month I left my lovely blog.

Secondly, for the continuous months... I went to KL for some photographing meeting with my friends and checked out for camera's. Going to get a brand new DSLR very soon in this month but going to broke after get the camera T.T *wuwuwuwuwuuuuu!!*

And on the way back to Malacca, we stopped at Nilai, Seremban for dinner in Loon Sing Restaurant. In case you all don't know bout this restaurant... don't worry, I've taken down the photos of the restaurant and the foods I took there =P


Here you go, Loon Sing Restaurant!

After back to Malacca, I continue busying with my permanent job and it's sucks >.<>.<>
The weather is not very good on the day itself. Cloudy and drizzling in the morning! This is the best I can get afterall ^^

And now.... this shots was long time ago when F.I.R came Malacca for their album promo tour and Im forgoten to edit and post it up. Now let me share another design with you all, enjoy!


F.I.R!!!

And recently my cousin just get attracted in photographing too and we went for a night shooting session around Malacca area and here's The Eye of Malacca!


The design I've done for my shot of Ferris Wheel of Malacca.

And lastly, another event that I went for a shooting.... Jeanie Lee promo tour at Station One Melaka Raya, Malacca. She's a new local singer and her voice is so sweet, I bet some of you'll be falling into her voice after heard she sing live! And she's friendly too.... Glad to meet her and her crews!


Introducing Jeanie Lee! Support local singer for more great songs!

So this is all for today updates! Hope more will come soon ^^ Ciaoz!!!

The Trailer

Something to share with all of you out there! The Iron Man 2 trailer!



Enjoy!

My 1st post in 2010

Hmm... Feel like writing something out here but suddenly got no idea how to start... Hmm... Recently just feel so moody and confused... confusing with my life and future aim! Too worried bout the results of something I want to do.

Career, Family & Relationship is always the main problems I'm facing all this while but now the problem that I most concern about is my career... I need to be more tough and smart in choosing my future career! Last year was not a very good year for me in my career so in this tiger years... I need a big changes in my life... change my job and change my thinking!

Sigh... So many things running in my head now.... No mood to continue already... suddenly got too much of problems running into me... I've out of idea how to continue this post... Sorry guys!

It's really a bad bad night today!

=(

The Ending of 2009

I have been left my blog to death for months! Sorry bout that but now here I am!

Have been busy with lots of work for the past and I'm still busying with it till now and nothing much changes made for my life, argh!!! I need changes!!! Big changes!

Anyway, I've been searching for people's that got interest in being a model for my photographing work in order to improve myself and try more shooting skills! And here are two shot & design that I've done with a friend of mine, Alane Neo!

The 1st shot



Alane Neo, the new faces!

2nd shot



Introduction of her!

This was just part of the photo's I've done & there's still wedding days photo's pending for editing and design. Other than this work I've been busy with... I'm also busy with my wushu coaching on every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday.

While for Saturday, self-learning for all wushu coach... so probably I only got Thursday and Sunday to rest. But most of the time I used the time for this two days to do my photographing editing and design. I need more time please!!!!!

By the way, It's Christmas now... so Merry Christmas everyone! Enjoy your holidays and be with your loved one! Don't be like me... lonely Christmas!!



Chaoz!

Bad Luck

20th November 2009, 11:05pm - My record for treating 'mata' drink tea was 3 times within 4 months... so means that every months I've to help the government to 'bela' these idiots! ARGH! This totally ruin my days >.<

What's going wrong with my life? Been busy with work and now this is how I've been treat? All the money I've earned with my own energy just gave to the lazy 'pig' in Malaysia?? ARGH! Why are we so hardworking and didn't get any SPECIAL PRIVILEGE? And we only will be charge for EXTRA so that they would get a easier life without working hard like us.... ARGH!!!! This is soooo unfair! But what can we do?? NOTHING!

We just can keep quite and be like a slave in this lousy country! I'm just too bad luck end of the years... Life is so unfair!

Everything that I've been doing are not going smoothly, relationship..... Failed! Career.... Failed! Income.... Failed!!! All Failed! Am I not working hard like others or am I being a dumb all these while? Sigh.... I really cant imagine this is keep happening to me... I'm trying to change my life and this is what I get in return?? GOD! Please tell me and gave me an answer!!!! I need guidelines for my life... anyone can guide me?? I've lost my ways..... getting too much negative more than positive... I need some counseling please!!!

And I need more side income! Contact me if there's any freelance job!

Don't know what to write somemore... bad mood now! sigh!

It's Not All Bout The End

I was in the mood for the newly movie "2012" and feel so excited for it cause I was thinking it's gonna be all bout the end of our world but it's not all bout the end after all.



"2012", It's more to Love and Humanity among humans and that's really affected my thinking bout peoples that appeared around me and especially the one that mean alot to me and special for me. I even feel like crying in the cinema just now on some scene... not because of touching... its like I put myself in the same situation and feel the sadness then the tears is around my eyes... gosh! 1st time ever again since the last time i cried for a movie (back to the age of 11 yrs old of 12 yrs old)

It changed some of my thinking after watching, It had thought me to be more appreciate the special someone in my life and tell them (family, friends, girl friend & etc) that I love them although I don't really do that. But now... this movie, let me realize that I need to let the one I love know how much I love them and don't wait! Just speak out!

Other than that, it's also telling us to be more humanity... helping each others and we will live in harmony! And it's also show us bout the love in a family, how parents protect their child and gave them all the best... so kids, love your parents more!

Lastly, this is a meaningful movie for all!

The Job

Sorry friends for being the 'dead' blogger for so long... I guess most of you already stop visiting my 'dead' blog too! Have been busy with my work for the past few months cause wushu competition coming and need to train my students more and plus with some performance around and need to think of the performance for students too.... and also busy with some photographing and design work lately... so sorry!

Here's the 1st time ever I'm going to share the performance of my students to all my blogmates and friends around Malaysia. Hope that you all wont stop visiting my blog although I seldom update =P

1st Performance of the night!


2nd Performance


Video Recording by: Richard Yap

So this is what I've been busying for the past few months and now another work that I've done last month, 'The Wedding Photographers' photographing & design!

It's more into magazine style of design & hope that all of you out there will like it and comments are most welcomed ^^

Cover


Contents


So these task make me got not enough sleep most of the days throughout the months and hopefully after the wushu competition at Kuala Lumpur end of this month will make my life back to normal! So wish me luck ya ^^