Memories... Everyone got their own sweet and sour memory! And today.... I heard a call in radio station sharing bout the happiness and sadness of listener with the DJ and one of the caller was sharing bout her bf broke up with her and get together with her best friend.
And this remind me bout my memories in my previous relationship.... It was few years ago incident, but the sad memory will always tattoo in my heart. While I was driving for my class, this is what I heard from the radio, the caller was saying that she'll be hate both of them and she complained bout there's no real friends or BFF in this world." And I understand how she feel at the moment, it's just the same as how I feel that time when my best friend get together with the girl I chased for more than 2 years... and the problem is that my this best friend, he knew that I like this girl and I'm chasing her. This is why I get pissed off when I knew they are together.
I used to ignore both of them for some times.... and every night, I did cried before I get to sleep and It's kinda funny when thinking back what I've done that moment. Hating them is much much more suffering than forgive them.... so after thinking for some times, I've decided to forgive and wish them... that's what I think a mature guy should do ^^
And since then I don't chase girl anymore till now.... I just don't know how to take action to chase girl anymore cause I've done lots for this girl and nothing I get in return... although I know love is not want to get any return but I just get tired and lazy to chase girl with action already. Hope someday and somehow I'll took action against ladies around me la ^^
Lastly, just want to say that don't act like a child in relationship... please think maturely!
And this remind me bout my memories in my previous relationship.... It was few years ago incident, but the sad memory will always tattoo in my heart. While I was driving for my class, this is what I heard from the radio, the caller was saying that she'll be hate both of them and she complained bout there's no real friends or BFF in this world." And I understand how she feel at the moment, it's just the same as how I feel that time when my best friend get together with the girl I chased for more than 2 years... and the problem is that my this best friend, he knew that I like this girl and I'm chasing her. This is why I get pissed off when I knew they are together.
I used to ignore both of them for some times.... and every night, I did cried before I get to sleep and It's kinda funny when thinking back what I've done that moment. Hating them is much much more suffering than forgive them.... so after thinking for some times, I've decided to forgive and wish them... that's what I think a mature guy should do ^^
And since then I don't chase girl anymore till now.... I just don't know how to take action to chase girl anymore cause I've done lots for this girl and nothing I get in return... although I know love is not want to get any return but I just get tired and lazy to chase girl with action already. Hope someday and somehow I'll took action against ladies around me la ^^
Lastly, just want to say that don't act like a child in relationship... please think maturely!
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