The Ending of 2009

I have been left my blog to death for months! Sorry bout that but now here I am!

Have been busy with lots of work for the past and I'm still busying with it till now and nothing much changes made for my life, argh!!! I need changes!!! Big changes!

Anyway, I've been searching for people's that got interest in being a model for my photographing work in order to improve myself and try more shooting skills! And here are two shot & design that I've done with a friend of mine, Alane Neo!

The 1st shot



Alane Neo, the new faces!

2nd shot



Introduction of her!

This was just part of the photo's I've done & there's still wedding days photo's pending for editing and design. Other than this work I've been busy with... I'm also busy with my wushu coaching on every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Friday.

While for Saturday, self-learning for all wushu coach... so probably I only got Thursday and Sunday to rest. But most of the time I used the time for this two days to do my photographing editing and design. I need more time please!!!!!

By the way, It's Christmas now... so Merry Christmas everyone! Enjoy your holidays and be with your loved one! Don't be like me... lonely Christmas!!



Chaoz!

Bad Luck

20th November 2009, 11:05pm - My record for treating 'mata' drink tea was 3 times within 4 months... so means that every months I've to help the government to 'bela' these idiots! ARGH! This totally ruin my days >.<

What's going wrong with my life? Been busy with work and now this is how I've been treat? All the money I've earned with my own energy just gave to the lazy 'pig' in Malaysia?? ARGH! Why are we so hardworking and didn't get any SPECIAL PRIVILEGE? And we only will be charge for EXTRA so that they would get a easier life without working hard like us.... ARGH!!!! This is soooo unfair! But what can we do?? NOTHING!

We just can keep quite and be like a slave in this lousy country! I'm just too bad luck end of the years... Life is so unfair!

Everything that I've been doing are not going smoothly, relationship..... Failed! Career.... Failed! Income.... Failed!!! All Failed! Am I not working hard like others or am I being a dumb all these while? Sigh.... I really cant imagine this is keep happening to me... I'm trying to change my life and this is what I get in return?? GOD! Please tell me and gave me an answer!!!! I need guidelines for my life... anyone can guide me?? I've lost my ways..... getting too much negative more than positive... I need some counseling please!!!

And I need more side income! Contact me if there's any freelance job!

Don't know what to write somemore... bad mood now! sigh!

It's Not All Bout The End

I was in the mood for the newly movie "2012" and feel so excited for it cause I was thinking it's gonna be all bout the end of our world but it's not all bout the end after all.



"2012", It's more to Love and Humanity among humans and that's really affected my thinking bout peoples that appeared around me and especially the one that mean alot to me and special for me. I even feel like crying in the cinema just now on some scene... not because of touching... its like I put myself in the same situation and feel the sadness then the tears is around my eyes... gosh! 1st time ever again since the last time i cried for a movie (back to the age of 11 yrs old of 12 yrs old)

It changed some of my thinking after watching, It had thought me to be more appreciate the special someone in my life and tell them (family, friends, girl friend & etc) that I love them although I don't really do that. But now... this movie, let me realize that I need to let the one I love know how much I love them and don't wait! Just speak out!

Other than that, it's also telling us to be more humanity... helping each others and we will live in harmony! And it's also show us bout the love in a family, how parents protect their child and gave them all the best... so kids, love your parents more!

Lastly, this is a meaningful movie for all!

The Job

Sorry friends for being the 'dead' blogger for so long... I guess most of you already stop visiting my 'dead' blog too! Have been busy with my work for the past few months cause wushu competition coming and need to train my students more and plus with some performance around and need to think of the performance for students too.... and also busy with some photographing and design work lately... so sorry!

Here's the 1st time ever I'm going to share the performance of my students to all my blogmates and friends around Malaysia. Hope that you all wont stop visiting my blog although I seldom update =P

1st Performance of the night!


2nd Performance


Video Recording by: Richard Yap

So this is what I've been busying for the past few months and now another work that I've done last month, 'The Wedding Photographers' photographing & design!

It's more into magazine style of design & hope that all of you out there will like it and comments are most welcomed ^^

Cover


Contents


So these task make me got not enough sleep most of the days throughout the months and hopefully after the wushu competition at Kuala Lumpur end of this month will make my life back to normal! So wish me luck ya ^^

釜山影展 by Namewee

刚刚看完由黄明志向我们介绍他去参与釜山影展所拍摄回来的短片。真的要谢谢他带给我的一点点关于韩国的美...真的!韩国真是个环境优美的地方....好想去哦!

现在就给大家看看这段片也了解黄明志在韩国搞些什么吧! Enjoy!

PART 1


PART 2


p/s: Lots of pretty girls and ladies in Korea! Lucky Namewee!! Haha!

Ninja & Ninja . Assasin

A MUST watch movie for October and November in any cinema near you.

OCTOBER


NINJA

It's a story of a westerner named Casey, studying Ninjutsu in Japan, is asked by the Sensei to return to New York to protect the legendary Yoroi Bitsu, an armored chest that contains the weapons of the last Koga Ninja.

And here's a short review for all of you out there!



NOVEMBER


NINJA . ASSASIN

Raizo (Rain) is one of the deadliest assassins in the world. Taken from the streets as a child, he was transformed into a trained killer by the Ozunu Clan, a secret society whose very existence is considered a myth. But haunted by the merciless execution of his friend by the Clan, Raizo breaks free from them... and vanishes. Now he waits, preparing to exact his revenge. In Berlin, Europol agent Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) has stumbled upon a money trail linking several political murders to an underground network of untraceable assassins from the Far East.

Defying the orders of her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), Mika digs into top secret agency files to learn the truth behind the murders. Her investigation makes her a target, and the Ozunu Clan sends a team of killers, led by the lethal Takeshi (Rick Yune), to silence her forever. Raizo saves Mika from her attackers, but he knows that the Clan will not rest until they are both eliminated. Now, entangled in a deadly game of cat and mouse through the streets of Europe, Raizo and Mika must trust one another if they hope to survive... and finally bring down the elusive Ozunu Clan.

Another trailer for everyone!



So anyone need a companion for 2 of this movie coming soon in cinema near you, don't forget to gave me a call ^^

珍惜

"晨五點鍾，鬧鐘還沒響，電話就來了，鈴~~~鈴~~~~

我接起電話：「喂」

潔：「還不起床，上學要遲到啦！」

電話裡的女生，正是我交往7個多月又同班同學的女友–潔。

潔每次都會叫我起床，而我總是每次的開心。

我撒嬌的對她說：「唉唷，現在才五點而已，再讓我睡半個小時嘛！」

潔有點生氣的說：「隨便，遲到了，可別怪我沒叫你」說完，就把電話掛了。

唉…又生氣了，有時候真想不理她，那種脾氣，誰受的了呀！

我對著電話空罵著，不過想一想，要不是有她的話，我也不會有零遲到的記錄呀！

當天晚上，我打電話給她。

潔：「有什麼事呀？大睡豬！」

我說：「怎麼啦？火氣那麼大！」

潔：「還敢說哦，每次都這樣，我校車都比你早耶，你怎麼比我還沒用呀！」

我：「好啦，好啦 ！下次不會了啦！別生氣了好嗎？」

潔：「下次下次，你有幾個下次呀？要不然你自己起床好不好，省得我浪費電話費。」

我聽了有點火大的說：「喂！夠了吧！不要太過分哦！不叫就不叫，了不起哦！」

潔：「好！這話是你說的，遲到了，可別怪到我頭上來，還有我和家人今晚要趕

夜車去北部吃喜酒，所以明天要請假，記得要幫我跟老師說哦！」

我有點後悔的問她說：「妳真的不叫我起床哦？」

潔結巴著說：「我...我只叫一次哦！」我們兩同時笑了。

我關心著說：「要小心哦！好了，我要睡了，記得明天要叫我起床哦！」

說完，很捨不得的掛上電話，期待著明天的到來，關上燈，準備要睡覺了。

鈴~~~鈴，電話響了，可是看一看時間，才三點多耶！

接起電話︰「喂？說話呀?喂？」

怎麼沒回應，掛上電話後，又繼續睡了，可是怎麼一股不安的情緒湧上心頭呢？

不管了？睡吧！

鈴~~~鈴，電話聲又響起，有點生氣的 接起電話︰「喂?」

潔：「起床了，該上...學了..」

咦？五點啦？可是潔的聲音怎麼好無力的感覺…可能是昨晚太累了吧！我心裡這麼想。

潔：「別再睡了，要不然...我....我無法叫你了...上..上學要....小心車子啊！」

我說：「妳也要好好休息哦，明天也拜託妳啦！」

潔無力的說：「嗯…如果可以的話…」

什麼意思呀？總覺得有點不太對勁，再看一看手錶，五點２０了！

我說：「好了！就這樣了！好好休息哦！我快遲到了！」

潔哭著說：「對…不…起」

嘟－－ －我掛了電話，咦？潔好像說了什麼？算了?上學要緊！晚上再打給她！

我一邊著急著起床，一邊心想，怎麼那麼晚叫我呀?該不會還在賭氣吧？

到了學校之後，我想到我要去幫潔請假，於是我就到導師室去找老師。

我說：「老師，我是來幫潔請假的！」

老帥苦著臉對我說：「潔...不用請假了！」說完，老師哭了。

我突然有種不好的感覺，急著向老師問明白：「老師，怎麼哭了？為什麼不用請假了呢？」

老師：「潔…和家人出去時，被一台大卡車衝撞！而潔，在今早宣告死亡。」

不會吧！無法接受事實的我當場痛哭了起來，不顧周圍的人怎麼看我。

大聲的哭叫著：「她今早才打電話給我的，不可能！」

老師也哭著說：「我帶你去看她吧！」

到了醫院，進到太平間，冰冷的身體，殘酷的事實，就呈現在我眼前。

看著她手上還拿著手機，顯示著我家的電話，我崩潰了，完全無法接受這個事實。

我哭著對潔說︰「起床了，還睡，上學遲到了！」

我痛哭著跪了下來，一直喊，直到全身沒力氣為止…

回到家後，我抱疲憊的身體，躺在床上，己經沒有力氣的我，

再也完全哭不出來了，隔天，鬧鐘響了，五點２０了，心裡想著…

可惡！潔怎麼沒叫我呢？急著要起床的同時，我又哭了。

因為，潔再也不可能叫我起床了… "

真正愛你的人 不會說很多愛你的話...卻會做很多愛你的事... 如果你身邊有這樣的人 請你好好珍惜這緣分...錯過了這次再也遇不到那麼好的人... 世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死，而是我就站在你面前你卻不知道我愛你 世界上最遙遠的距離是明明知道彼此相愛卻不能在一起 世界上最遙遠的距離是明明無法抵擋這股想念卻還得故意裝作絲毫沒有把你放在心裡 这张文章让我想起了以前的甜美回忆也让我回想起当年的心酸....就因为不懂得珍惜我所拥有的而导致现在的我....孤单的一个人。

Jokes Of The Day

Just a simple update before I'm leaving to KL few hours later for Wushu Championship and will be staying over there till Monday , 24 August 2009... Half ways packing my backpack and feels a little bored so came online to update my 'sleeping' blog.

So, I choosed to post a short jokes to all my blog visitors... Hope all of you start a great day after reading this jokes Im gonna post below ^^

So.... Here goes the jokes! Enjoy!

An Indonesian, a Bangladeshi and a Malaysian Chinese are in a bar one night having a beer.

The Indonesian finishes his beer and suddenly throws his glass in the air, pulls out a gun and shoots the glass to pieces.

He brags, "In Jakarta our glasses are so cheap that we don't need to drink from the same one twice."

The Bangladeshi obviously impressed by this drinks his beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his gun and shoots the glass to pieces.

He says, "In Dhaka we have so much sand to make the glasses that we don't need to drink out of the same glass twice either."

The Malaysian, cool as a cucumber, finishes his drink,
throws his glass into the air, pulls out his gun

and
shoots the Indonesian & the Bangladeshi.

He says "Nyamah! In KL we have so many Indon and Bangla that
we don't need to drink with the same ones twice."

See you all when I'm back to Malacca!!!

習慣

習慣，就是時間累積而來的一種動作。

早上，我總是走進7-eleven。

走了走，東選西選，還是選回了每天吃的三明治。

進到辦公室坐下後，總是開了機收信，然後放歌，

看了看，上選下選，還是聽起了那首最愛聽的。

開始寫程式前，總是洗了洗杯子走近飲水機，

看著瓶瓶罐罐，最後還是拿了一包就走。

人生總有很多的選擇。

每天要面對的選擇，很多。

吃什麼，做什麼，玩什麼，看什麼....

雖然你每天都在做選擇。

不過，總是...總是...

會選回你每次選的那個。

因為習慣。

習慣，是時間累積而來的一種動作。

情人間常說：「我對你不再有愛，都變成了習慣了。」

其實，習慣並沒有什麼不好。

它讓你自然的去做。

自然的去想他，自然的去愛他。

當你已經不覺得自己在付出時，

也許你覺得，你己開始習慣，有他陪伴在你的生命中，

那才是真的愛。

有什麼不好？

我一直認為

很多事情開始要一個人獨自去做時

就失去它的意義：

當

[習慣了兩個人一起吃飯

習慣了兩個人一起看書

習慣了兩個人一起工作

習慣了兩個人一起散步

習慣了兩個人一起回家

習慣了兩個人一起聊天

習慣了兩個人一起商量事情

習慣了兩個人一起發呆

習慣了兩個人一起喝咖啡

習慣了兩個人一起..........]

開始一個人

很多快樂都不再了...

請珍惜你身邊的所有

把握任何一個美麗的機會

失去了就不再了....

現在請你回想一下

你習慣的那個人，是不是讓你感覺很熟悉，就像家人一樣？

這種感覺，不是那麼容易就可以擁有的，應該好好的珍惜。

也許有天你失去了，才會明白這個人，在你的心理是佔了很大的位置。

好緣份是很神奇的東西，它只送給用心去經營的人。

最近你是否不再那麼用心，去關心或態度冷淡了嗎???

趕快去抓住你那個熟悉的人吧，必竟你們曾經走過那一段，不是嗎？

最后,献上本人在上个月modeling的其中一张照片。

Photography by: WISH Concept

Design by: ME

3rd August, 2009

Time, 1.00am

Moods swings again suddenly and started to think of many many things, from the past.... till now! Everyday I've been trying to improve myself and making myself to be tougher than before but it's difficult to be achieved when you start to feel you're doing everything all alone.

Times become not enough to be used and every single minutes is like a millions or billions dollar to you... You need to keep rushing to get something done on time! You just cant let any seconds being wasted....

For me, myself... my daily routine will be wake up on 7.00am in the morning and prepare myself to work till 6.00 / 6.30pm everyday. After off from work, I ain't like those others after work then can rest at home, watching TV show & etc. I've to gave wushu class for my students at the time of 7.30pm - 10.00pm and after that I got not more than a hours time to went for my supper then get home as fast as possible to get online and meet with some friends but most of the time I'll be reaching home bout 11.30pm and that's already kinda late for peoples that need to work on the next day, so probably I on my PC is to do some of my freelance work such as photographing work!

Frankly, I started to get bored with the fully scheduled or so called as the Fixed daily schedule for my life (sound scary if keep doing the same things for the whole life, eeeiikkk!)

So, I've been trying and trying to change my life from a boring lifestyle to something more interesting! I'm not highly educated and I'm not any University students & also I'm not from any rich family... so I've to keep working and trying for a better income.

Peoples around me started to getting further and further from me and for a guy that without a car like me... It's difficult to get new friends (since the old one all left to work and forget bout friends after get into a relationship) even trying to get a partner for ourselves also a problem.

Sigh! I really don't know what am I writing now, whatever that crossed my mind... I just type it out! Trying to release out my stress on my daily routine.

Now, I started to miss my past... 1st, the schooling times was the greatest time I ever had but that already gone, no more and we need to look forward.

2nd, my grandfather... he used to scold me everytime before he past away and I keep arguing with him whenever he scold me and I know it's not a good way and I admit that I'm not a good grandson or maybe a son to my parents. I've been trying hard to do what I wish to do but everything just not going the way I want it to be. (most of the times, its happened to be like this not only me but everyone rite?) Grandpa, I'm sorry that I've never be a good grandson when you're still here.

3rd, I miss my ex too... she's the girl that gave me the feels that cant get out from my heart till now. It's a long story about this relationship... it's the feels that I wont get to forget forever! When I first saw her, I already get attracted by her not because of her outlooks... is bout the inner feels I get to sense from her. It's sound ridiculous but it's true... until now, although we hardly get to contact each other but I still miss her much.

Although I keep saying I'm not going to get a gf that's so fake! Everyone deserved to get a partner for your life... you just have to keep trying, that's all!

Oh! It's 2.06am now.... still need to wake up at 7.00am to work, I guess I just have to stop here, get on my bed and get a good rest!

Hope everyone will get a better days later, night!

The Wedding Issue

Photography & design by: ivank

Venue: Dataran Pahlawan Megamall Melaka

Time: 8.00 pm

It was a Bridal Fairs in Malacca few weeks ago and till now I only got a little free time to did some design for my post. Never really done this kind of fashion & make-up show photo shooting before and this should be counted the 1st photographing work I did for fashion show!

Hope will get more chance to improve my skills for the upcoming events next time

^_^

Some of the photos I get on that day show, hope you all out there like it!

The Storm Warriors II

Coming Soon To Your Nearest Cinema In December!

The Temptation

Nothing much to write this week, its will the same old weekends I'm having.... BOREDOM!

So,

This is another creation I've done for my friend, Jia Shin!

Anyone that wish to have something like this kindly contact me and we shall arrange a time for it.

And I'll be starting to do wedding days and photographing work like this very soon.

And hopefully everything will be goes smoothly and wish to get support from all of you!

Saturday Outing

Waking up early in the morning and got nothing much I can do after clean up my room and had my breakfast so I decided to bring my lovely camera go out for some shooting and Im out from house bout 12.30pm for lunch with few of my friends then heading to Dataran Pahlawan once finish my lunch and took some photos on my way for lunch and shopping complex.

And when I get into Dataran Pahlawan and there's so much of peoples at the concourse area and then I just realise that today MyFM having some activities there and I was so excited and get out my camera and ready for some shoot of those DJ and this is some of the photos I get and also a simple design done by ME

Comments are welcome!

More photos will be uplaoding very soon, stay tune!

Dream Dream Dream

I bet that everyone of us sure got our own dreams and sometimes you'll probably hear somebody around you'll tell you that 'keep dreaming with your own impossible dream right?'

And most of us will get influence by those words and gave up with our dream and doing something that we are not really like at the end... and feel unhappy & always complain bout it. It's kinda funny we are complaining bout our job yet we still keep working for it.... funny right? Hahahaha....

Here's a little tiny dream of mine and not really get to be on the cover page for the magazine so I just done this magazine cover for myself, hahaha! Just a simple editing done and hope you all will like the design and comment are most welcome!



1st try



2nd try and its.....

DONE!!

My Bride

Im sure everyone biggest dream is to married with someone they truely love and did you ever dream of wearing a beautiful wedding gown infront of the special someone and he'll be telling you that 'Oh my gosh! You are the most gorgeous bride in the world and thank GOD bring you into my life and make my life perfect!' *and that's what I always dream of telling my bride.. hehe!*

What makes me suddenly blog about getting married?

The feelings came to my mind when I'm doing wedding photos design for my friend modeling work and this is the outcome that I did for some of the photos she sent me, it's a simple design cause I don't like complicated things so it goes just the same when I'm doing designing or photographing works.

Enjoy!